straight crush

Seanzah's picture

How do I find out? Please Help

Alright. This is going to sound majorly dumb... But I am so confused, and I need answers.

There is this boy. He shall remain nameless through this whole thing. ;)

He has been my friend ever since he and I join BoyScouts. We have always been back-to-back partners, always doing the right things, always the highest up teachers (as far as kids go) to teach the younger ones. We have always tented together.... and then there was this one night.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Oh, how quickly things can change..

As I sit here, sipping on my Sleepy Time Tea (don't hate.. it's yummy and I don't need sugar for it. =] ), my mind is a rush of things that have happened to me in a few short hours...

Splash's picture

Note to self: must develop gaydar.

So, to cut to the relevant part of the conversation, it turns out B has a boyfriend.

Damn.

Proceeding with caution was a good idea... just as happy to have found out she wasn't a gf prospect BEFORE I said anything to her about crushing on her.

HurtAznBoi's picture

So I had jux told him . . . .

Right now i am pretty young, still a high school student. Just this school year I had told some of my friends that I was gay. The first was a friend who I considered a sister. We were pretty close since we lived next to each other for three years and knew almost everything about each other.

PokemonGeek's picture

Tribute to Heath Ledger

Here are some songs that I had rewritten the words to to explain and share with everyone about my love for Heath Ledger. If you don't know the song I based a song on, look it up on line to hear the song. Here they are:

The First Time Ever I Saw Heath's Face
(To the tune of The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Roberta Flack)
Verse 1:
The first time ever I saw Heath's face,

electricity's picture

tables turned

So here continues the next chapter in liking C...

She likes me. But it's not as simple as the sentence it's stated in.

electricity's picture

Oh, damnit

This is never-ending.

I wrote a while back that my crush for C was done for, but turns out maybe not so much. This is such a messy situation to me, just because I'm pondering my "motives" [so to speak] for liking C; is it just that I'm lonely, is it purely just honest feelings, is she as good as it gets for now? What? Why?

electricity's picture

bottle it up

"Whatever it is, bottle it up and sell it to me.... I need a new drug that does what it should" God, I love Emily Haines.

Before I switched to this song [which happens to be my myspace song, hah] I was listening to "Gin Divides Us" by Sybris. [If you've ever heard of that band, high-five]. Sybris is seriously amazing; they have a great sound. I really should look into getting their album.

electricity's picture

confession to crush

I basically told C I liked her last night. Here's how it happened:

electricity's picture

crush makes for long stories

Saturday I saw the movie "The Invisible" with Y, C, and Y's boyfriend we'll call P. I disobeyed the law and drove C to the theater so her parents didn't have to do it. Y and P are super anal and drive in their own seperate cars, hah "Ok honey let's go on a date!" "Ok, I'll meet ya there!"

utter_insanity's picture

I don't give a crap what they think of me! W00t!

Well, I finally worked up the guts to slick my bangs back with hair gel at school. Way, butch-ness! :D All of my guy friends thought my hair was weird, and my friend Hannah told me that I looked kind of like a Vulcan from Star Trek. Huh?

utter_insanity's picture

Aaaah...I think I have my first broken heart

I'm trying to get over my straight crush, and IT. IS. EFFING. HARD. I've had this gigantic crush on her for years now, ever since fifth grade. I've always had this tiny hope in the back of my mind that she might secretly be gay/bi and not realized it yet, but that small hope has been squashed by the terrible hammer of reality. (Yes, I'm going to stop using weird metaphors now.

utter_insanity's picture

Dammit, why does she have to look so PERFECT??

When I carpooled home from school with my straight ex-crush today, I couldn't stop staring at her. Argh, I hate her so much! Why did she have to look so good?

electricity's picture

overcast

For the 23837 time this spring break, I stayed the night at C's beach house.

electricity's picture

still, no closure

Any feelings for C are merely weeds. A pure nuisance.
She is straight. Period, no questioning, no nothing. Straight.

electricity's picture

Flags read: "We are just friends"

Last night, I got home and just felt immensely disappointed.
It was realization that I was behind the line that she was chalking up that said "I AM STRAIGHT, WE ARE JUST FRIENDS."

msquared's picture

Away

[Straight crush...I'll go get the kleenex... ='( ]

The way the sun braids galaxies in your hair,
And how your soft construction glows in turn;
The sheepish smiles that float across your face,
Then sing inside your supernova eyes;
The bright impossible burning in your core,
And the possibles that trail your every move—
Your story book reality writes my life.

besogne's picture

an exercise in self-hate

it is silly of me to write about this but i have a crush on my friend--oh, let's call her Sally, because that's her name. no it isn't. well, she works with me, and we have become pretty good friends. it seemed like we got along right from the beginning. she has a kid, a preadolescent. i don't know why i'm being obscure about the details, it isn't like she'd ever read this. you know why? because she's straight. i mean, she was married to her second husband for 9 years, that's how straight she is. she has said that she has never liked a girl like that, to me.

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